keep calm and study hard

not much to say. I have to re-concentrate to study. just wish me a good luck guys.

mood booster slash best friends

finally I'm done uploading the pictures. it takes almost a day just to upload the pictures, because of the pictures that I've been taken are in high quality and because of the bad connection. bad combination i know. I even fell asleep while I was waiting.

okay so firstly I want to introduce you with my dad's birds. my dad is a bird lovers. he has so many birds that I couldn't even count (or maybe too unconcerned to count :p). and I couldn't even take all of their pictures. so I just took two kind of birds pictures.

 those birds make my home  feels like jungle (in a good way). every morning they always compete to demonstrate their voices. they always make 'cicicuit cicuit' noises. but oddly I love to hear that voices. it makes me feel so.... alive? natural? earthy? I don't know how to describe it actually. but it just feels good. like really really good.

and secondly I want to introduce you with my mood booster slash my best best best best friends of all time. guess who? yeah it's my lovely cats. in this post I just want to introduce you with two of my cats, messy and momo. I didn't remember wether I have told you about this or not, but just so you know I have nine cats in my home. yeah as the opposite of my dad, I'm a cat lovers, cat freaks or whatsoever. I just love to having them around me. I love their softy fur. I love to hear their 'meow meow' voice. and I love  how cute their look are. just by playing with them it makes me feel so cheerful and happy. they always succeed to make me feel good. they really are my best mood booster.

btw, the orange one is messy and the white one is momo. and just so you know both of them are male. I took a lot more pictures of messy because momo was sick at that time. and he took a lot more of his time to sleep, so I wasn't interested to took of his pictures while he was sleeping. and in my excuse, I didn't want to bother him. 

okay maybe that's it for now. later I maybe am gonna ignore this blog again. but I have one good excuse, I have a full week of final exam. I want to concentrate on this thing. so just pray for me guys and wish me a good luck. I think I really need a big luck for this. see ya! xo

silence

no more voices. no more words. only silence left. let the pictures tell you a story by itself

long pause

holla folks! I'm back again. like I said in the previous post, I've been kinda sick. so I tried to give myself some rest and I made a promise to myself that I have to take a break for a cyber world for a while. yeah so now you know why I took a long pause and abandoned this blog for about a week. not only from a blog, I also abandoned my twitter account. I only tweet to greet happy birthday to my friends. and I also blocking every incoming messages or texts from my phone. so I just received a texts or messages from blackberry messenger. but for now, I decided to back again as usual. I've just unblocking my phone and texting with my friends. I'm feeling good now. I've been take my vitamin and medicine regularly. so I told you once I'm totally back to normal. yey!

it's actually feels quite good for me to stay away from a cyber world. it gives me more time to do something productive. it gives me more time to share and gather around with my family. it gives me more time to play with my lovely pets. you know I normally never loses and far for my blackberry. I always have it in my grip. even when I went to sleep I always put my blackberry next to me. and in the morning after I wake up, I always check my blackberry. I usually check my twitter and messages or texts that I got from my friends. and I know for sure It's not just me who did act like that. so it's not that weird, right?

when we work or study or do something, it's normal for us to take a break for while. it's not good to do something continuously without a stop or pause. it's not good to work too much.  yeah everything that has 'too much' in it, is not that good. we're just a human being. we're not a robot. we should have some rest and take a break for a bit.  we have a limit, you know? every human being have a limit.

okay so give me a break folks. see ya! :D

I'm gonna be okay

I'm looking at a window. seeing a three little boys playing happily together. their faces look very joyful. in other hand, I'm laying in my bed. looking very pale and sick. suffering from my illness. I envy with those three little boys. they share the happiness with each other while I share the pain with my pillows, my bolsters and my blanket. lucky them, poor me. but I know for sure that soon I'm gonna be like them. I'm going to play outside and walk around. feel the gusts of wind that sweep my skin. feel the coolness and freshness of the air. I know for sure that I'm gonna be okay. soon.

a little accident

hello world. how's your day? mine not so good. okay it's gonna be a brief post. I just wanna tell you guys that I'm a bit sick at this moment (not mentally -_- it's physically of course). my soundness is a litte bit down a this week. I felt weaker than usual.

this afternoon, in my dorm room, I used the knife to cut something. unfortunately, my hand slipped. I accidentally cut my thumb. and I know for sure you know what happens next. blood pouring out of my thumb. yes I'm bleeding. it's so red and so... I don't know, it's so many. I telly my dorm mate, nesha that I've just cut my thumb accidentally and she responded by asking how could that thing happens. I tell her what actually happens and I tell her that I felt nauseous and a bit headache. when I want to get back to my room, when I was standing in front of the door, suddenly I felt so limp and I couldn't stand upright. at that time I collapsed. my dorm mate, nesha panicked. she shouted and called my other dorm  mate, mimi. fortunately, mimi took nursing as her major. she immidiately took care of me and dealing with my wound. she told me not to look at my wound. after that, she laid me in the bed and ask me not to attend to my daily class. I felt so weak at that time. I look like poor little sick girl. I know that I have a low blood pressure. and lately I often skipped the meals and I rarely drink some water.  I realized that health is expensive and priceless. to be happy you have to be fully healthy. so I promise to myself that I will try to eat properly and regularly, and drink a lot of water. it felt so uncomfortable to be a sick person, trust me!

so now I feel a bit healthier than before. but I still suffering with the headache that attacks me out of the blue and all of the nauseous feeling. I hope that I will get a fully recover soon. being healthy is one of the requirement to achive the happiness. so, just take care of your body and keep healthy guys.

Melita Disi Triavera♥

coldplay - paradise

I instantly fell in love with this song when the first time I listened to this song. I love the music and the lyrics. this is about a person who despite the harsh realities of the world, still dreams of their own perfect paradise.  it's believing that even when things don't go your way, there are better days to come. it's such a beautiful thought-provoking, emotional song.

whenever I listen to this song, I suddenly felt like in paradise. the place where you find peace. your mind is free. you can fly where you want. you can glide through the air. float like a feather. the place is magical. a different world. a beautiful world. the place where everyone dreams to be someday to be free from the troubles and burden of their lives. just feel the peace for ever and ever for eternity.

here's a peek for the lyrics:

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach so
She ran away in her sleepand dreamed of
Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise
Every time she closed her eyes


When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reachand the bullets catch in her teeth
Life goes on, it gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear a waterfall
In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes
In the night the stormy night away she'd fly


and dreams of
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise


Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh
She'd dream of
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh


lalalalalalalalalalala
And so lying underneath those stormy skies
She'd say, "oh, ohohohoh
 I know the sun must set to rise"


This could be
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh
This could be
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
This could be
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh



Melita Disi Triavera♥

1st december

hello fellas. it's december already. I just got back from campus. I feel so sleepy, but I decided to spend a little time to give a post. after I attended my noon photography class, I had some little free time before the Indonesian studies class began, so me, della, pute, epoy and eci decided to hang around in the class. at that time, my friend, epoy happened to bring her camera, so we ended up took a lot of picture in the class. yes we are a narcissistic kind of person :D

this one was candid

have no idea what I'm doing in this photo

I know this photo doesn't have a good quality, because pute had compressed it before. okay that's it. I really need too sleep now.  I slept late last night. lately I've been so hard to sleep and I often sleep late, so it's fair enough for me to get a lot of sleep. so now I'm going to have a little trip to dreamland. addio amigo!

Melita Disi Triavera♥