a mighty angel

hello fellas. I just got back from my friend's dorm. and I still feel a bit sleepy. fortunately my daily class start at 12 o'clock, so I decided to do my paper work (still not finished as well) and take time to give a post. you know lately I've been acting sensitive like a girl under her period. but yesterday I felt different. I transformed form a girl under her period into a girl who has just fallen in love. weird, huh? I have no idea why, but what do I need to worry? it's  a good thing, rite?

so, yesterday I skipped my morning class and decided to attend my noon class. it was so quick. then, after that, me and my friend, della, epoy and eci went to 'warung steak&shake' to had lunch. then, we back to campus and attended our next class. on our way to campus, I remembered of my red binder that I used to carry everywhere is not with me. I checked my bag, but it's not there. I started to panic and ask my friend whether they saw it or didn't, but they didn't even remember that I brought it. so I let it go, but still thought about it. all of a sudden I got a text from someone who claimed that he found my binder. luckily, I put my named card which includes my phone number in my binder. he said that he is the waiters in 'warung steak & shake'. then, I came back with della to 'warung steak & shake' after class to pick up my binder. then, I went to Jatos (still with della) to bought a headset. it was raining at that time. so  I decided to stay in della's dorm.

look at my messy bed

and here I am, in my dorm room doing my paper work. oh I forgot to tell you that I just got a tatto in my hand. a mighty angel. her name is disi (yeah it's my name). it's tiny but mighty you know.

say hello to angel version of me

 okay, it's half twelve already. I need to get ready for my public speaking class. btw, today I will give a speech in front of class. wish me luck, will ya?






Melita Disi Triavera♥

random feeling

hello again stranger. I don't have anything to do now. so I'm thinking to give a post in this blog. actually I have some paperwork to do, but I'm kinda stuck at this time. so I decided to give myself a rest for a while. and now I'm feeling kinda bored. since earlier I'd just roll over in my bed and hiding under the blanket (*boredom alert). I think I need to find something to keep me busy, like my paperwork maybe? aaarggh nooo. it just makes my head hurt more and broken straight away. for now let's not think about it

courtesy of Lala Bohang

at the last post I already told you that my dad wanna come to my dorm and see me. he really came to see mee yesterday. turns out he's not alone, he's with my mom. they have just attended the wedding of a relative. at that time we just stayed in my room and have some good talk. they only stayed for few hours and left. but I was so happy to see them. when I saw them, I felt relief. I felt as if there's a bright light emitting me. I felt as if all of my burden lost instantly. and when they left, I felt as if my world back to black again. to much indeed, but it's true. after they left I try to make myself bussy by doing my paper work. I don't know why but at that time I felt so excited. my paper work suddenly turned into something interesting. and last night, when I went to bed and want to close my eyes to sleep, suddenly a drop of tears running down in my cheek. yeah I burst into tears until finally I fell asleep.

lately I've been feeling kinda down. I felt like sinking to the bottom of the sea and couldn't go back to a place where I used to be. I have no idea why I'm being so sensitive like this. I guess I'm just miss my family so damn much. it's normal, rite? I'm pretty sure I'm gonna back as usual soon. just hope for the best for me. 

courtesy of Lala Bohang

usually when I feel down like that, I always try to memorize all of his encouragement words. It always got me rise up again. I just need to cheer up right now. because everything is going to be okay. 

so cheer up everybody. turn the frown upside down :(: everyday may not be good, but there's something good in everyday :D

  

"Don't let one cloud obliterate the whole sky"

-Anaïs Nin

Melita Disi Triavera♥

from jatinangor with love ♥

hey there stranger. there's no doubt that I deserved to get some award in the category 'worst blogger in the whole world'. yeaah forget me for this, will ya?

okay so now here I am. In a remote and isolated place called Jatinangor. I never imagine would ever set foot in this place. this place is very far away from all the pleasures and hedonism. on the other hand this is place is perfect for those people who are tired with the hectic of Jakarta and who wants to alienated themselves. I actually quite enjoy being here, but of course I'd rather be at home with all of my family and relatives. yeah there's no place as comfortable and safe as home

one thing that I know for sure that this place has educated me to become more independent and thrifty. in here, I have to do all by myself without relying on others. at first it all seemed difficult to go through, but over time it all seemed easy. besides, I'm very comfortable with all of my friends around here. they are all very friendly.

courtesy of Lala Bohang

okay move on the other topic, I have one big assignment that I haven't been completed. it's on progress btw. this assignment really really make me stressed out and completely ruin my mood. I feel like walking on a thin rope that any moment I could fall down and hit the bottom. fortunately, at the time that I felt very down and want to give up, there's someone who called me and giving me a big support with his beautiful words which arouse me and give me a wake up call. it made me confident and believe in myself. I felt all my strength back to me again. Thanks to you love♥ :D

courtesy of Lala Bohang

so now I'm in my dorm room. looking for an inspiration. listening to the song that makes me on fire. btw, my dad just call me. he said that he had just arrived in Bandung and want to see me after doing his thing. I'm very surprised when he said that. when he called me yesterday he didn't say anything about his intention to come here. yippie, can't wait to see him. I miss him so much. he just went to Singapore last monday and I can't come with him because I have to attend my daily class. hopefully he brought a gift from his trip for me.

okay I have to go take a shower now (yes I haven't take a showered from this morning. tehehe :p *laziness alert). see ya!

Melita Disi Triavera♥